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crying again after reading this. thought I was over this part.

my vaccinated son and daughter-in-love coming up from Melbourne this arvo to the farm.

they have been militant and then dismissive, by turns on my vax-free status.

I gird my loins and pray for patience every time they visit. The whole waiting-for-the-ambush if I remotely say something 'wrong' is very destabilising. But it's been instructive.

I lived for 3 years with a violent alcoholic step-father in my tweens where my mother and I learned to tread lightly on eggshells as you never knew what would set him off.

At the age of 70, I declare eggshell-walking is over. I'm moving on from old wounds to a new world - one where I can be 100% real. And kind. And wise. And not fall into the helpless victim from bullying anymore.

Thanks for you all being here to witness my declaration of Being.

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It is destabilizing and unhealthy for the soul. The more I have walked on eggshells the more diminished I feel. Keeping the peace is expensive.

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

i am a muzzled participant in my own life….. only 3 people i can talk to about the real reality

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

I no longer have anyone in my direct / extended family or circles of friends who are unvaxxed. This means keeping discussion plutonic and away from the Plandemic, as they remain in denial. I depend upon these types of forums to share interactions with like minded individuals, I suspect we are only about 10% of the population in truth

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That's a disaster. It's not easy but we need to create new human connections, some might even turn into friendships. I read somewhere that you need 7 meet ups for a friendship to emerge. Who knows if it's true, but I like the quant idea of it. It frames it as a solvable problem. Not easy, but solvable. I think it's likely true.

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Great idea.

I like it too and am open to it.

Mind you, after seven meetings I tend to also know whom I am not going to be friends with.

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

this is also where i go to have mental commonality with people.

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OMG..... its extremely hard to keep quiet......

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May time bring you more open minds and hearts into your life. I've got 7 out of over 100 people in by Buddhist group of 20 years. 🤦🏼‍♀️

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Amen, brother.

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I am the only unvaccinated human in my dysfunctional family. I am about to be 72. Wanted nothing to do with the insanity. After my doctor told me I was "eligible" for the vaccine before everyone else, I started investigating. I few months later I started writing about this insanity. You may like my SubStack. Here is a link... to a post called "They’ve Killed the World" https://open.substack.com/pub/lawrencebutts/p/theyve-killed-the-world?r=gjogf&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

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Thanks Lawrence. Enjoyed reading that.

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Awesome... I have two works of fiction in the newsletter about the future that you might like (or might scare you to death).

Mercy Killing My Neighbors https://open.substack.com/pub/lawrencebutts/p/mercy-killing-my-neighbors?r=gjogf&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

An excerpt from “The Second Dark Age of Man”

The Years Following the Vaccine Genocide.

https://open.substack.com/pub/lawrencebutts/p/an-excerpt-from-the-second-dark-age?r=gjogf&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

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Thanks, mate. Your ability to stare into the abyss of the worst case scenario is refreshing. With that level of courage, who needs to worry anymore? Bring it on….

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Very good Watersnake. I had a feeling you would enjoy being immersed into a possible future. Yes, it is what it is and it will be what it will be.

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BRAVO!

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Apr 9, 2023·edited Apr 9, 2023

Standing in solidarity with you! My husband and I refused, and every one of our family members swallowed the fear pill, and rolled up their sleeves. Four adult children, their spouses, grandchildren (11, 6, and 5) our siblings, cousins.....you get the picture. And the relationships remain intact, but very changed. Particularly with our daughter and son-in-law who told us we were selfish for only thinking of ourselves and not caring for other people. They continue to believe the neo-Marxism rhetoric. Despite them both being very intelligent, and curious, I find it staggering that they haven't seen any of the actual data (the numbers that Greg Hunt promised we would have).

We are walking that tightrope every time we get together. Honesty is there but with great diplomacy to maintain the relationship, which we believe is important enough to avoid those topics which lead to fractures. The ambush you speak of is a perfect descriptor.

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Respect, sister. Even when it’s the only way, we still have to choose love. We are the Elders now.

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THIS is the essence of the injections. If you view one piece of testimony regarding Covid, the injections and their intent, make it this one. These are truly the ultimate crime against humanity. Nothing in history even comes close: https://henrymakow.com/2023/04/ricardo-delgado---graphene-turns.html

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Constructed ignorance. Indeed.

There is an emptiness here now that is hard to put my finger on. Inescapable. I feel it everywhere. Everything looks the same, and yet everything has changed. I long for the Australia of old, but accept it is gone, fond memories of a country I once knew. "Not to know is bad. Not to want to know is worse". ~ African proverb

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Yes, indeed, there is an emptiness. The body is there, but the soul is not. They killed our wonderful country, in broad daylight, but nobody saw anything. I miss her.

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Canada too. Heartbroken. Can only discuss it with a select few...even then it’s done carefully.

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I'm not careful anymore. I had a neighbour tell me I should be 'liquidated in a camp' for being unvaccinated and I simply have zero fucks left to give. (Excuse my Irish).

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Apr 10, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

"I had a neighbour tell me I should be 'liquidated in a camp' for being unvaccinated"

We've all learned something about what lurks just below the surface of hearts and minds, haven't we?

Each censorious person that joined the mass human trials, did so out of fear for themselves. They considered their own safety and then, they considered their own pain over the possible loss of specific personally-known individuals. The only people they are concerned about, are those whose loss can inconvenience them or cause them to feel unpleasant emotions.

Cloaking their self-interest in words associated with selflessness was a way to avoid facing their own selfishness and admitting that they care more about themselves than any remote "others."

There's nothing wrong with self-interest, but there is something deeply wrong with subterfuge.

In one sense, that neighbor did you a favor when they admitted their murderous sentiment; you now realize exactly how untrustworthy that person is. These things are good to know, lest we trust those who cannot be relied on during a crisis.

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Brilliant comment. I am actually thankful for that neighbour who said that to me: he was the spark that lit my revolution.

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Are they still holding that line? I am boggled with the people who believed that the unvaxxed would kill everyone, and still believe it despite the shiploads of data and research revealing the truth of it all.

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This was early on in the piece. Not sure what the punters think right now.

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I literally just laughed out loud reading your comment. This is nuts!

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Aaron, I hear ya. Hailing from lower mainland, BC. The demoralization is almost complete now, and most of folks I know are living in a world deep, deep under the propaganda sea. All focused on the laser pointer red dots. Canada has a Teflon-coated PM, a pretty much destroyed energy sector and, at the same time, unsatiable logging of old growth forests for the purpose of... burning wood pellets abroad. I'm an "old school" (i.e., outcomes driven...) post-secondary educator, and I find my students, Canadian and foreigners, very much soulless.

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I understand. I understand every single day. I’m in the USA. It’s a vibration I feel. Everything I trusted and took solace in is gone. EXCEPT GOD. No man can ever change that. And TPTB (evil) knows that!

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Yep, that was their plan. These evil bastards need disorientation and devastation in order to fold everyone into their Great Reset One World Government Marxist feudal utopia where we can eat bugs, own nothing, never resist, and expire on command.

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Nobody has been left unscathed. I have my physical health, sure, but I lost the beautiful connection I once had with my family. Oh we still get together and have a good chat over Skype every week, but the sense of belonging I once felt with them has long since gone. I wouldn't even bother sending them this article, it would be pointless. I thank God you are all out there, but without seeing you and touching you it's just not the same.

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Apr 8, 2023·edited Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

We all thought we had a connection with our family. Now I think it was an illusion. The plandemic was the test that has revealed the truth.

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It was there, but it was fragile. None of us realised just how fragile. It was built on a shared reality, with a shared set of values born out of that reality. It turns out that was a very fragile foundation as reality, and its values, can be changed to "The Reality" and very very few people are able to resist the onslaught and conversion. The tools at their disposal today are simply overwhelming.

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They are afraid and they fear your lack of fear. Simple as that.

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I think they 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 the lack of fear vs. fear it.

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The unvaccinated (and the few vaccinated who get it) are my family now. Circle the wagons.

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Keep sending all these articles...... never give up! I send them info all the time......it’s getting through like a grain of sand. Maybe a sandy beach...I can only hope!!

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

EXACTLY THIS

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Thank you, Louise. I am also the 'baby' in the family and was always made to believe I was not the smart one. Now they feel justified in that because I "believe everything I read on the internet". I have bitten my tongue so many times the past three years I'm surprised I can talk. Thank you for understanding, and for letting me know that twenty years from now it will be no different! x

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

They want to shove their mistakes under the carpet. 35 senator show their dirty hands by voting against the senator committee. The small number of victims in the park shown in the vidio do not cover all, doctors /hospitals refused to put the truth on the death certificates. We should start a campaign of all those left behind by these wrongful killings: i.e. My daughter, killed by the booster but not acknowledged as vaccine victim, has many people who she left behind; children, partner, mother, sister, brother, nieces and friends. If everyone carries a memorial board for her it come to at least 15 . How dare these psychopaths think that our pain does not count and can be shoved under the carpet.

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You are right, so much of the death and disability will never be associated with the poisoning. My condolences for the loss of your daughter, I cannot fathom the pain of that.

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❤️‍🩹

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I don't suppose this will ever be addressed. It's strange but the deaths and injuries caused by the vaccines are an off limits topic, mostly because of the msm being unable to report on it. There will never be closure on this issue and we still don't know what the long term and multi generational effects are. It is a massive flaw in humanity. They can't admit fault, they can't admit they were duped and the money is all that monies.

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Heartfelt, well written post. Russain Roulette. The Hot Lots were early proof of the genocide and showed they were conducting a dose response kill study on us. It was as clear as the World Trade Center collapsing. See https://dl.bookfunnel.com/t2feeen29q for a free download and look at the chapter about hot lots. I wish I could do something besides writing. Best

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I agree we can’t talk about it. I say small bits to people...with no response or cognizance. A 42-yr old friend died in her sleep last week. Someone said well she had an autoimmune disease. Still, no understanding that there’s no way it was that.

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Heartbreaking and unbelievable!

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Apr 8, 2023·edited Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Their ABC, Government propaganda machine now trying to (not so cleverly) disguise excess deaths as being caused or related to Covid. I suppose "related" could include the JABS if you were trying to be deceptive.

https://www.abc.net.au/news/2023-04-07/covid-19-case-numbers-from-around-the-states-and-territories/102183362?

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Indeed. Long Covid is the rug that this will be swept under. Enough people will believe it to be an effective strategy.

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Don't let them believe it.

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Yes, at least mostly.

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Thank you so much for elevating the author's story at ExcessDeathsAU and commenting on the article, letting me know that you linked. It has been my top article by far and has really resonated with people. https://vicparkpetition.substack.com/p/to-my-unjabbed-heroes

I was in Rwanda and what is happening in Australia is also a killing field. The same government silence and cover up. There is the killing, and then the second death of the silence.

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Noticing many of the RIP are shown wearing masks. Compliant till the end for them.

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Suggest that they may have been forced to while in their hospital beds.

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Good thinking and how awful.

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Thank you for sharing that heart wrenching video. I cried all the way through and now I find myself speechless. Sometimes there just aren't any words. )-:

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This was all done by design

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Sick to my stomach over what happened in Oz ... nightmare in the Dreamtime

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Good article and great comments. I read every one of them!

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Same

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Upon a little reflection. I think the reason the comments {all 43 at the time I wrote) were so powerful is that I get the feeling that people are waking up and realizing that we've been hoodwinked, lied to, intentionally and maliciously deceived by the jabs and the narrative that goes along with them. I see this as a sign that the whole house of cards is crumbling and that gives me Hope.

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Apr 8, 2023·edited Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Talk about a picture being worth a thousand words...very moving.

I wish every country would do this. I bet they would start taking them down...in any

case they would continue to ignore...how terrible.

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They’ve done this in Europe but in marches, holding signs with photos of the people that died.

I live in the US but I’ve seen the videos ion social media

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Heartbreaking...

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Apr 8, 2023Liked by Unbekoming

Twitter started blocking links to Substack. I hope this action was made in error and is only temporary.

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It is on purpose. Substack feature called “notes” is thought of as competition of twitter. They cant have that.

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