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Jzinck's avatar

I am a pharmacist. I woke up. I chose not to do vaccines. I gave out antivax literature. I was sent the inspector from hell. I was able to retire. I am heart sick about my profession.

Laura Kasner's avatar

I’m so sorry. The awakening is psychological torture.

I manage it by placing and handing out business cards with a link to the film, An Inconvenient Study. I assume you are familiar?

yantra's avatar

yes. it is difficult to know the truth, and watch the carnage done by the power of lies. i feel the same way (if not more so) about the vast poisoning of everyone on earth by incessant, ubiquitous and ever-increasing wireless radiation.

MOMinator's avatar

Heartsick about our profession…me too.💔

yantra's avatar

bravo Jzinck!! thank you for your service to humankind.

i am sure it wasn't easy.

but it is inspiring.

Tina's avatar
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I am a nurse who woke up in 2020. I tried warning patients where to go for Covid treatment ie not the hospital or clinic but where I knew there would be doctors/nurses using protocols with hydroxychloroquine, supplements and antibiotics. But I had to do this under the radar, as this was not the acceptable “protocol”. When the shots rolled out, I had suspicions and they came after me to comply. I didn’t. A few months later I saw on an Internet podcast that many in Israel were being injured by them. I knew I would never inject a patient. It would be unethical so I quit. Somewhere in that time I saw the documentary Vaxxed and realized THEY (the public health agencies, the hospitals and pharma) would kill babies to achieve their goal. Precious babies. And if they are willing to kill babies I knew adults were also victims. I realized then I had become a nurse to help people but I had been used by the system to carry out their dirty work. I can never go back.

Lesa Spravka's avatar

Thanks for sharing. I think you’re being heroic.

yantra's avatar

you are in the vanguard of the brave.

Loraine's avatar

Bravo and GOD Bless you a true health care professional. We cannot be silent at the expense of humanity. I personally know two nurses who left long careers when the CoV PLANdemic opened their eyes were told to vax or lose their Jobs. It is a no VAX for me I had a Pre knowledge it was coming and never muzzled myself either. We must Resist; Silence is consent.

Z.I's avatar

Te egy jó EMBER vagy! Én még nem találkoztam ilyennel, mint te. Mind szervilis, cinikus pénzéhes gyilkos-asszisztens.

Steve Birkholz's avatar

You have a beautiful talent for making the situation crystal clear. Please continue.

I am a retired surgeon that was denied ivermectin for covid at multiple pharmacies.

I subsequently found that pharmacy licenses would be challenged for dispensing the drug. I am saddened and worried on how the covid episode unfolded.

Not all medical personnel folded . I salute that brave group that put everything on the line and ignored the easy way out. Many paid a price for following their conscience.

Ken MacLean's avatar

You are elegantly and powerfully describing a killing machine masquerading as a medical profession. Pharma is destroying entire generations of our children, And they are doing it knowingly, for profit. Keep writing these stories, they are necessary but inconvenient truths to a population of brainwashed and dumbed-down parents.

Chateau Rico's avatar

Right on. But not just for profit. They are not all asleep and/ or dumb. Some (at or near the top) know exactly what they are doing. It's the age-old battle..

Sam's avatar

they know exactly what they are doing - okay, but why are they doing it?

Baldmichael's avatar

Pharma has done it for decades but accelerated in recent years to astronomical proportions.

I have to say the phrase 'medical profession' tells us the truth as one of many anagrams is:

- dim fecal poisoners

https://baldmichael.substack.com/p/medical-profession-whats-in-the-phrase?utm_source=publication-search

Ken MacLean's avatar

Dim fecal poisoners! An instant classic. There may be something to this anagram stuff.

Baldmichael's avatar

Indeed. I did some anagramming before 2020 as part of crosswords and some other occasional words, but after 2020 I went rather crazy on them as I kept finding things that seemed to explain individual words and phrases.

Even peoples names seem to bring things up whoch makes one seriously wonder about it all. I consider it a type of programming.

Ken MacLean's avatar

Heard about that but haven't seen the film. There are more voices than ever speaking out against these poisons.

Laura Kasner's avatar

This film covers the study an infectious disease doc at Henry Ford Health conducted on over 18k children comparing unvaccinated with vaccinated. It never saw the light of day - until now.

Sam's avatar

Even if some people think Big Pharma is good on everything else, vax awareness would be great!

yantra's avatar

thus our need in the US for H-1B visas, especially in tech.

Rebekah Paparella's avatar

Your writing style is captivating, even if it does make me cry as I read it....

Laura Kasner's avatar

I feel the same Rebekah. 😢

Laura Hayes's avatar

Powerful essay. Thrilled to read the comments above by those who saw the truth and changed their ways, choosing to no longer participate in the vaccine devastation of humans from womb to tomb.

For those wanting to learn more, below are links to 2 comprehensive and complementary vaccine-related presentations I have given, in 2016 and 2018. Tragically, they are still relevant, containing critically important information. They can be watched or read. YouTube censored both videos, and they had to be reloaded on other platforms, further reinforcing the veracity of them.

https://ageofautism.com/vaccines-what-is-there-to-be-pro-about-laura-hayes-to-weston-a-price-foundation-conference-2/

https://ageofautism.com/why-is-this-legal-presentation-on-vaccines-by-laura-hayes/

Additionally, here is a 7-point, common-sense, easy to implement plan I wrote to stop the vaccine devastation and restore our God-given rights of bodily sovereignty and parental authority:

https://ageofautism.com/csp-for-rfk-jr/

yantra's avatar

thanks - i will check them out (i may have already seen/read some of them).

Colette McDermott's avatar

This is the saddest, most cruel set of events, and human activity that I can imagine. Not a crime of passion, but where in the statute books is the crime of 'falling in line'? Crimes perpetrated (many over decades) whilst 'falling in line' are the most chilling.

What do I now do with my own complicity in this?

Robin Landry's avatar

I think anyone who was fooled will work twice as hard as those who were not and remember we were all fooled.

I didn’t make the connection between vaccines and my son’s constant ear infections and pneumonia three times.

We are all guilty of falling in line to a psychological operation that was 100 years in the making and refining.

The time for blame has passed and the time for truth is all that matters.

Kathy Baxter's avatar

You do better. You are awake now: you repent (change your ways to match your new mindset). You share what you've learned where you can. You forgive yourself (that's the harder part), and you do better. <3

Horsea T.'s avatar

I am not sure that forgiveness is something we can do to ourselves.

yantra's avatar

if not, how can we forgive others?

Horsea T.'s avatar

This may not be a popular viewpoint, but I am pretty sure (personal experience + observation) that forgiveness is not a decision or action*. It is something that happens to you when the time is right (Hand of God at work, etc.)

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*As in: "I hereby forgive you for telling terrible lies about me and/or my family and ruining us". BS! You are not forgiving at all. You are still hoarding resentment that you have pushed down so far you don't even know it's there. I don't mean you personally, yantra, when I say "you", but the Royal You.

yantra's avatar
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totally agree that forgiveness cannot be forced. it comes when it comes. and i think really it is divine grace. and beyond however it may affect the forgiven, it's primary effect is the release of the one who was bound by harboring resentment and thus their inability to forgive.

Sumotoad's avatar

I was one of the first 50 pharmacists in my state certified to administer vaccines. I have given thousands of them. The guilt and regret I carry is nearly unbearable. It is only assuaged by this: We were never told the truth, not in school, not in practice and certainly not while being trained to give the shots. It was only after I retired and Covid came along that I had time to read two textbooks and three other scholarly books, over 3,000 research articles, opinion papers and other pubs. I finally learned the truth. I am unaware of anyone suffering an adverse effect from a vaccine that I gave, but it certainly happened. I am so very sorry and so very angry.

The Grapewife's avatar

I love short stories because, in a very economical way, they capture nuance and moral complexity. Thank you for writing this.

Rosalie's avatar

We are all caught in the matrix trap. Everything out there is fraud.. banking, courts, corporations, governments, health care. We are literally slaves to this system. We own nothing. All original titles are held by all those listed, they construed themselves to be the beneficiary of all contracts, that are wrapped at the core as a trust. They removed gold in the system so we operate in 'money' printed out of thin air, while they use the substance from our Birth Certificate Trust Estate contract to pay themselves first before you are sent a 'bill' to pay again with that phoney money too, or they will cut off your service. All public servants are complicit in crimes against humanity, as slavery was abolished after WW2, where the International Covenant of Civil and Political Rights [ICCPR] was signed by most nations including ours. They use our Trust Fund as their working bank, and leave us paying again with our cash from our labor. Total Slavery.. and they are complicit, and the penality for crimes against humanity is life in prison.

Neil Pryke's avatar

A story based on truth...The questionable use of paediatric drugs in the USA always evokes the same image...Bill Gates...Anthony Fauci...Peter Hotez...a long procession of all those venal and cynical drug-pushers who were the bane of our lives in 2020-21...

Never again...we hope...

Baldmichael's avatar

Just say never, again, not ever, no never!

Neil Pryke's avatar

Well, hardly ever...(G & S)

Baldmichael's avatar

Of course, perfect! I was thinking of Andy Williams and the cookie bear.

djean111's avatar

And now the pharmacy folks know your vax status, and they ask you if you want to be jabbed today.

Jean's avatar

I heard a very interesting interview on Epoch Times news channel which featured interviews with Chinese prison guards, and was asking how do they live with themselves?

The answer is a concept called: a second skin. The only way they could mentally survive was to create a psychological barrier, which allowed them to separate from the horrific things they did to other humans.

This story applies to anyone who administer vaccines: physicians, nurses, office, staff, clinic workers, etc.

I am a nurse practitioner who retired just before Covid hit. I would have had to resign because I would not take the shot myself, nor would I ever recommend it to anyone else.

My little brother had mild dementia which accelerated drastically after taking shots. His daughter‘s wedding had to be moved up one year so that he would be capable of walking her down the aisle.

Shame on those who know the truth, but will not speak up to defend those who are ignorant of the truth.

Shame on those

My younger brother

I am a

Horsea T.'s avatar

When my son was about 6 or 7 years old I got a letter from the Dept of Health asking why he was not vaccinated. [Boy, they know everything about you, don't they...] We had to fill in a form and send it back explaining why the child was not presented for his/her shots. I wrote in "concerned about side effects". Never heard back but I am sure that tho 20+ years have passed, we are on some kind of Major Schit List.

I am not religious in the least, and yet in this haywire society, to my amazement I find myself saying, "THIS is now in God's hands; I have done as much as I can."

yantra's avatar

Major Schit List - perfect. beats the autistic list.

Horsea T.'s avatar

On the other hand, this might be a frying pan VS fire issue.

On 2nd thought - no, maybe not. Autism is rather awful, but I stumble onto websites hither and yon populated by "autists" who are proud of their condition and point out the beneficial aspects. (Kinda like the Pride parades.) I imagine that these are not seriously affected by the condition but I've seen the other sorts. I suspect that they can be cured, though; I really do.

It irks me that people who maybe don't quite fit into our society are right away diagnosed as Autism Spectrum Disorder. Is there no tic or imperfection that the Psychological Industry has not classified? I come from a village where there were some pretty serious oddballs and nobody stuck a label on them. They were not kicked into a corner and told that they had Such 'n' Such.

yantra's avatar
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Horsea T: the reason you are seeing websites populated by "autists" is because there are so many of them now. they are starting to be in charge (think of zuck, musk, thiel, karp and altman). and yes, there is a wide diversity of damage that the poisonous early childhood shots cause.

in the 1950s, much milder issues like ADHD (ADD then), dyslexia and dysgraphia began to appear en masse in boys (which doctors at the time started calling "minimal brain damage"). now we have head-banging ever-children all the way up to intelligent tech bros. still, there is something obviously amiss in all of these more modern versions. like the inability to relate to other humans normally, lack of compassion, often inability to make eye contact, along with other notable behavioral traits.

the pineal gland may be one of the primarily vaccine-damaged organs of the brain. it is called the seat of the soul in Indian thought. this might explain why what we call autism ranges from severe mental retardation up through exceptional intelligence. that "something amiss" may be due to a mal-functioning pineal gland.

and really, autism may just be a catch-all label that covers all kinds of brain damage from early childhood vaxxing, along with wireless exposure, other toxic environmental assaults, and even high-forceps birth.

Arturo A.'s avatar

My local CVS, I sometimes wonder if all the aisles are loss leader covers for the money pouring in at the constantly busy pharmacy. They have usually five employees back there, stressed, obviously hard at work, surrounded by drugs for dispensing and rows and rows of prescriptions ready for pickup. They deserve that 1 hour closure for lunch.

On the way, I pass the special cubby where you can get your jabs. Sometimes they still have takers. I keep walking.

I have three prescriptions I'm stuck with, for now. I had go online to the pharma company websites to find what I was looking for, key insert data. Without getting into the merits of active ingredients, I wanted the full list of the inactive ones. Those are bad enough to make me want out of all pharma.

Artificial blackberry flavor is one inactive. We know by know that term is perfect cover for chemical fakes and mystery. Can't be anything good. For a pill you swallow whole and don't taste.

I successfully ditched a prescription two years ago after seeing the active ingredient. My doctor said I didn't prescribe that, your previous doctor at the practice did. She was fine with me getting off it. I wonder if she knew what active ingredient even was. I was able to bring the condition well under control with dietary changes.

Karen's avatar

Don't forget the dyes, why do pills need color?

yantra's avatar

so the pharmacist can tell them apart.

Karen's avatar

I didn't think of that! I was referring to a lot of OTC meds, like allergy meds, cough drops, etc.

yantra's avatar

well that's a good point. for those OTCs, maybe it's to make them attractive (just like the colorants in childrens' candies).

Arturo A.'s avatar

One of my pills has two different "aluminum lake" food colorings. Supposedly the aluminum processing doesn't leave aluminum residue in the colors. I still can't fathom why aluminum has any business being a part of the pharmeutical.

yantra's avatar
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you're probably lucky they even admit the color source. i have noticed aluminum lake colorings on labels in the past - i think it was a common colorant even in eye makeups and perhaps other cosmetics (and probably still is). most makeups and sunscreens contain toxic/heavy metals, even lead and titanium.

Karen's avatar

oh wow, I have makeup that uses titanium for sun block, how bad is it?

yantra's avatar

well i have a sunscreen that has titanium too. but it is at least 35 yrs old, a Hauschka product that i keep in the fridge and only use if hiking all day at high altitude, and even then, only on my face.

personally i would choose titanium over the known carcinogenic chemicals in most sunscreens. (many if not most of which also contain lead, according to a recent ConsumerLab.com article). i think zinc might be safer than titanium. but at the time i bought it i thought it was the healthiest option. Hauschka was probably the best natural skin-care & cosmetic line available back then.

other than that i never use sunscreen. if the sun is fierce, or i am out all day in midsummer with no shade, i might don a hat and/or some covering clothing. i find unfiltered sunlight to be one of the best health treatments.

Mary Ann Rollano RN's avatar

Very well written. We say never again but isn’t that what we said about the Holocaust? Never again. It happened again, in a way that wasn’t expected but it happened again. The events of 2020 were the Holocaust of our time. And the next time it will happen in a different, unexpected way. Our minds will be tricked. Some will be complicit for self preservation while others will hold fast the truth. We need to teach the mechanics of propaganda and the value of individual integrity. Some of us recognized the pandemic propaganda immediately, others fell. The next horror will likely surprise in form, perhaps cyber-enabled surveillance states. Who knows but it will happen. Never underestimate the lure of power and money.

Sam's avatar

OMG . Censorship. In America who'da thought, your comment got through to me though