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9 Stories from Australia's national "vaccine" trial
The wholesale destruction of our national wellbeing.
With thanks to Senator Gerard Rennick for standing up and posting these stories.
As always, here is Greg Hunt, Australian Minister of “Health”, telling Australians it’s a Trial but also that it’s Safe and Effective.
Greg, here are some more stories so you can see how your trial is going.
There is going to be a concerted effort to recategorize as many of these adverse reactions as caused by Covid.
As you know, I’ve been reading Peter Duesberg’s Inventing the AIDS virus (almost finished). This recategorization will be perfectly analogous with the HIV/AIDS/AZT story. I will write more about this later, but in summary, perfectly healthy people tested and found to have HIV (a harmless passenger virus) where put onto AZT (highly toxic chemotherapy) prophylactically (pre-emptively) so as to prevent or slow the onset of AIDS (the disease). But, AZT kills your T-Cells, destroying your immune system and bringing on many of a wide range of illnesses that are then categorised as AIDS. You cannot make this up!
The “solution” to a “non problem” caused the “real problem” that was then blamed on the “non problem”. Make sense?
They are going to do the same today.
Here is one of Australia’s finest “journalists” from news.com.au
Writing about a “mass disability event” caused by “Long Covid”. I guess Matt Young can be forgiven because this story began with a Pulitzer Prize winner Ed Yong from The Atlantic.
Here is Senator Rennick highlighting this shameless switcheroo.
I was talking to a friend the other day who had taken both doses and he said “I took the first two and I was fine, I don’t know what all the fuss is about”, to which I said, “if you run through a mine field without having your leg blown off, it doesn’t mean it was a good idea. Run through that minefield enough times and a mine will get you eventually”.
Here are more tragic stories of Australians who didn’t make it through the minefield. They certainly know what all the fuss is about.
This first story is a tough one for me. My daughter is about her age and horses are her life. She grew up with them, studied them and now works on a horse stud birthing them. She even looks a bit like my daughter.
Rest in peace Caitlin and my condolences to the family.
1. From Raelene mother of Caitlin
I need to add that I only survived the first days and weeks of this because of my selfless true friends, Caitlins friends, and my darling boys and their friends. You know who you are. I love you xxx
At the risk of upsetting people, I’m going to post here, publicly, what happened to Caitlin.
Feel free to make your own assumptions about why she died. And share.
Caitlin was tall, strong, fit, muscular and hardworking. Her 6 day a week job entailed 20 km per day walking two year old thoroughbred racehorses and manual work. She died at work, on shift. Please share for Caitlin.
My beautiful, vibrant, healthy and fit daughter, Caitlin, died on Wednesday 17th November 2021. Her horrific death at work, was preceded by three weeks of illness immediately following her second mandated (by Qld Racing) inoculation.
On the day, events unfolded like this:
Mum who lives an hour from Toowoomba, received a message from Caitlins boss saying to get to her work urgently. Caitlin had stopped breathing and the ambulance were with her.
Mum called Caitlin’s brothers, not knowing that Caitlin was already long dead. 20 year old and 15 year old brothers reached Caitlin half hour before mum. She looked perfect. Yet dead on the footpath. Head in the gutter. Needle in her heart. Tube down her throat. Vomit all over the inside of her car, which we had to drive home ourselves.
Police all around, yet race goers walking past her. Hundreds of cars and rubberneckers driving past her. For hours.
Here is a timeline leading up to this day, and since. (Information taken directly from Caitlin’s text messages - legal and true. No assumptions in this timeline).
6th September 2021 - Monday
o Caitlin received Pfizer injection approximately midday, at Hospital vaccination clinic.
18th September 2021 - Saturday
o Very tired and needing sleep
28th September 2021 - Tuesday
o Received second Pfizer injection
29th September 2021 - Wednesday
o Caitlin very ill from side effects
30th September 2021 - Thursday
o Caitlin very ill from side effects
o Caitlin concerned about length of her vaccine side effects.
o Too tired and sick to go shopping for food.
o Texted work mates telling them she was so sick from the covid shot she could not go to work.
1st October 2021 - Friday
o Caitlin very ill from side effects
2nd October 2021 – Saturday
o Caitlin very ill from side effects
5th October 2021 - Tuesday
o Caitlin’s personality began to change – cranky
9th October 2021 - Saturday
o Caitlin not well enough to help with cattle mustering and drafting.
11th October 2021 - Monday
o Texted asking how she can get some Ventolin.
o Caitlin stated she has had “allergies enough to need Zyrtec these last couple weeks and a little asthma every now and again.
21st October 2021 - Thursday
o Caitlin asking for privacy. Very stressed from being ill
13th November 2021 - Saturday
o Caitlin was with friends in the evening when she suddenly couldn’t breathe. She left and drove herself to the Toowoomba Base Hospital where she was treated for asthma
o The ECG monitor in her selfie photo shows a flat line.
14th November 2021 - Sunday
o Caitlin was discharged from the Toowoomba Base Hospital in the early hours of the morning and went home to bed.
o Medications prescribed were antibiotics, steroids, preventer and reliever inhalers
o Caitlin texted “Has (brothers) asthma been any worse lately?,,,I had an asthma attack out of the blue last night and went to the hospital for it. Had a bit of asthma a few weeks ago when I was a bit sick with a bit of sinus congestion. That’s it. Havent had a preventer in years. Hospital gave me script for inhaler and steroids…Fluticasone inhaler. And prednisolone tablets.
o Caitlin too ill to attend work and stayed in bed
15th November 2021 - Monday
o Extremely upset about issues at work with her boss not believing she was sick and making her work extra hours
o Caitlin stated that the Covid vaccine had made her sick
o Caitlin attended a GP appointment with her doctor of 15 years – no further action
16th November 2021 – Tuesday
o Final notification from Queensland Racing that from tomorrow Friday 17th November, all Qld Race meetings are fully vaccinated events.
17th November 2021 - Wednesday
o Caitlin worked both morning and afternoon shifts.
o Around 3:30pm, whilst on shift, Caitlin walked out the front door of the stables to her car.
o Staff knew Caitlin had gone to her car. They stated they thought she was cranky, or taking a phone call. They stated they gave her time alone.
o In her car it appears she tried to take her asthma puffer through her spacer.
o Caitlin died.
o Closer to 4pm Caitlin’s workmates decided to get her from her car. Caitlin was sitting in drivers seat and had collapsed into the passenger seat. There was vomit everywhere. Staff stated she felt no warmth in Caitlin’s body.
o Staff went inside and called another workmate who came out and removed Caitlin’s body from the car onto the sidewalk. He began CPR. A passer-by then took over CPR. At some stage an ambulance was called.
o Caitlin’s mother received the first message from boss at 4:26pm, to return her call. Didn’t find out caitlin was dead until an hour later when arrived at scene.
o Two days later Caitlins body was transferred John Tonge Centre in Brisbane for bloodwork and scans.
o Two days later Forensic pathologist requested to do an autopsy
o Three days later forensic pathologist advised mother that they found no cause for Caitlins death except she had an enlarged heart and her lungs we’re overinflated, which he said was most likely from all the CPR she received. Forensic pathologist said lungs did not show signs of asthma.
o Took tissue samples of heart and lungs for histology
o Coroner advised via forensic pathologist that histology would take six months and a a cause may never be found, and the family needs to be prepared for the conclusion of “UNDETERMINED” as a cause of death.
o 1st of December 2021 Caitlin was laid to rest.
WH&S have said It was not their jurisdiction and have given a referral to the Health Ombudsman, for consideration of an investigation.
Caitlins funeral service: https://www.burstows.com.au/client...
The reason I am making this public, is because I do not accept Caitlin died of UNDETERMINED causes. I hope to pressure the Coroner into making a true and correct report, in a timely manner. I hope to then take this further and bring the people responsible for the unfathomable loss of my darling girl, to justice.
2. From Lenny
Hi senator I wonder if u can help me pls. I have anaphylactic reaction from Pfizer 1st dose and I have been given a temporary exemption till February 4 for skin testing.
On February 4 after intradermal testing I have another episode of anaphylactic reaction and this time they put 3 lots of intramuscular adrenaline in order to revive me and been put to emergency department for monitoring. Before I got discharge I ask the immunologist what will happen next and I am not happy with his response. He said they will issue me another temporary exemption which I still didn’t get until now and he’s so arrogant to speak with.
I ask why it’s another temporary exemption after risking my life 2x already is it not enough for them to give me full exemption?
I am not happy to be a Guinea pig anymore risking my life just to be able to continue working on healthcare to get the prof of vaccination that the government mandate coz if I don’t make it alive next time there is no point anymore.
I am angry that the immunologist can’t give me full exemption straight away after everything that happen. He said the government rules change all the time and there bigger people on top of them.
They are the doctors and after everything that happen to me why is it very hard for them to issue full exemption so I can continue working in my profession.
2x anaphylactic reaction is not enough? I have done all the right things and why they can’t do it? Pls give me an advice what shall I do next coz my whole body and life is suffering and I don’t think I can go further living like this.
I just don’t know why they will just give me another temporary exemption.
I do not want to undergo another testing because they’re playing with my life.
I am a single mom and I got 2 kids if they will do another test for me To be able to keep getting temporary exemption I feel like they don’t care about human life and what if I don’t make it alive 3rd time? On first reaction they do 2 adrenaline shot and this time just intradermal testing I reacted and they give me 3x adrenaline to keep me alive so I’m so scared the third time might not be lucky anymore.
3. From Shay
“Today marks my 10th week off work and I'm not sure if or when I will be able to go back.
I received my first p jab at the end of September and the chest pains that started 3 days after my first shot still haven’t gone away.
It’s a feeling akin to someone standing on your chest from the moment you wake up to the moment you can't get to sleep and lay staring at the ceiling until 5 am each day either from the pain and discomfort or the stress.
Shortness of breath that makes even small tasks like walking down the stairs to get the mail a struggle and bouts of intense pain that make you question if you are actually having a heart attack.
I’ve had 9 visits to the Dr in the past 4 months, where I was lucky to go to the Dr once a year prior to that.
My Initial blood tests ecg and echocardiograms back at the end of September all came up clear. I had my second shot booked 4 weeks after the first and decided to get some medical advice beforehand.
The first follow up appointment with a GP when I asked about whether or not I should proceed with getting the second shot and asking about the possibility of my symptoms being related to the V I was told "You'll be right- you've obviously read up on myocarditis and pericarditis and I can assure you I've seen people with these conditions and you arent anywhere near sick enough to have either or them". A second opinion saw me cancel my second shot and go for further testing.
I spent my wedding anniversary in the emergency department where after nothing showing up on an ecg and no change in troponin levels they sent me home with some ibuprofen. It took 4 weeks From the onset of my symptoms to see a cardiologist for a stress echo and finally be diagnosed with pericarditis, and now all these weeks later after 2 seperate courses of treatment with colchicine and aspirin followed by 6 weeks of prednisone im still unable to live a normal life.
I am unable to do most things I used to take for granted. Any physical exertion leads to hours with a racing heartbeat, chest pain and fatigue.
I can't go out and walk my dogs, walk around shops or mow the lawn, even my one true passion in playing music with my band leads to extreme fatigue and feeling like I am going to pass out.
I spent Xmas day alone in self isolation due to being classed as high risk when the first outbreak of Omicron happened, every aspect of my life has been effected in some way by this, something that was meant to give us all back our freedom.
I dont know if I'm ever going to be able to return to my job- even if I was well enough- I'm still expected to get the second shot before I am even allowed back on site despite having a medical exemption. And like thousands of other people im going to be expected to roll the dice every few months and get booster shots to maintain my employment.
And no, I am not eligible for workers compensation, and I am also ineligible for any compensation from the Government Vaccine Injury Scheme due to not being admitted overnight in Hospital. I am currently utilising every bit of my personal leave and long service leave just to be able to pay the bills. Leave that should of been used for enjoying and experiencing life.
Nobody should ever have to choose between their health and their career.
A vast majority of people I know didn't choose to get the V to protect their health, they got it because they believed they would gain some freedom back, they wanted to travel or the needed it to keep their job. I've seen many good friends and colleagues lose their jobs over these mandates simply because they wanted to maintain their freedom of choice and were unwilling to take the risk of ending up in a similar or worse situation than myself.
The fact that booster shots are continuing to be pushed upon us by the government and our workplaces despite the overwhelming data suggesting that they are doing absolutely nothing to stop the spread of the virus, and claims that it will lessen symptoms and keep you out of hospital have also been brought into question with a large number of people hospitalised having 2 or more doses.
If you choose to get the booster because you feel like you need that protection or you believe it's something that is going to work for you, I support your choice but shouldn't I be afforded the same choice in saying if I want to run the risk of worsening my current health situation without losing my job over it? These adverse reactions are nowhere near as rare as most people are led to believe and the consequences are very real. I am lucky to have the support of my wife and a healthy bank of long service leave to keep my head above water but there are many others in my situation who are losing everything and are not eligible for any form of compensation.
I can only hope that eventually I start to regain my health and get some form of normal life back but after this many weeks with little to no improvement and Im not confident that will ever be the case. I can only hold hope for any of my friends who are FORCED into having any further shots dont end up with the same complications. I'm not sure how many times you can play russian roulette before it eventually catches up with you though.
Label me whatever you like but there should ALWAYS be a choice.”
4. From Myah
“I’m a healthy 27 year old female. I had recently been putting my health and fitness first and was feeling fantastic. I was absolutely against getting the jab.
However buckled under the pressure of society and certain family members.
On 11th Jan 2022 I had my first Pz-V. Nothing out of the ordinary to begin with, just a sore arm. 3 days later I noticed some pain in my back. It felt like a severely pulled muscle in my left shoulder blade so I just thought I’d injured myself somehow but was perplexed as to how. As the week went on the pain increased. The pain was now in my chest. I was having sharp pain behind my breastbone and to the left. When I would lay down the pain became noticeably worse and if I lay on my back it felt like pressure pushing down.
Even though I was aware the jab could cause chest pain I kept trying to find other explanations for what I was feeling. By this point I was thinking anxiety, acid reflux, trapped gas etc. With each day passing I was becoming more suspicious though. After just over a week I was starting to develop new symptoms. In addition to the chest and back pain I was now having episodes of tachycardia (180bpm resting), pre-syncopal episodes (dizziness), the feeling of a pounding heart and periods of shortness of breath.
My husband is FIFO and we have two toddlers so unfortunately I can’t just drop everything to go to the hospital. On day 14 he flew home. As soon as he got home I asked him to take me to the hospital. On arrival at the emergency department my heart was absolutely pounding out of my chest. I thought I was having a heart attack. My resting heart rate at this point was 170bpm so they brought out a wheelchair and took me straight through.
I was immediately hooked up to an ECG and blood pressure taken. 3x rounds of blood were taken along with a bunch of questions. While I was hooked up to the ECG I had roughly 7 palpitations which were captured and the Reg Cardiologist wasn’t happy with what she saw. I went for an X-ray and while I was there my bloods came back. I was D Dimer positive so they were starting to suspect a blood clot. So I was then sent to have a contrast CT. That came back clear so I was admitted to the Coronary Care Unit where I was told I had jab induced Pericarditis. The following day I was given a bedside echocardiogram and discharged with a care plan.
The care plan consists of strict bed rest for 2 weeks, ibuprofen 3x a day and a follow up appointment with the consultant cardiologist in a few weeks with a full echocardiogram. As I mentioned earlier, I have two active toddlers and a FIFO husband. Bed rest is near impossible. I was advised by the cardiologist NOT to get the 2nd. So now I’m in the process of jumping through hoops to get an exemption.
I’m still recovering so I’m not sure what life will look like for me going forward but at this moment any activity is difficult and leaves me short of breath. Also due to the medication I’m very drowsy and spend most of the day sleeping.
The most frustrating part is reading or seeing everywhere how heart problems associated with the are so RARE! They absolutely aren’t. Every single person I spoke to in the hospital said they are inundated with people coming in with the same thing. It’s absolutely not rare and can have lifelong implications if not treated seriously. People deserve to have all the facts and then make a decision accordingly.”
5. From Ross
“My condolences to those who have lost a friend or loved one to covid.
How many of my friends / family have heart problems since receiving their mRNA drug treatment? I've had ongoing issues for 5 months now, that started the night after my second Pfizer dose.
If you've had no problems and you think you're afforded protection and you're doing your bit for the community, I'm happy for you. They were my exact sentiments after my first dose... Please read on.
Here are some things I have found in the past 5 months.
* Doctors "generally" do NOT want to treat / help / investigate / report / attribute adverse reactions to the vax.
* Once you're injured, expect some of your closest friends and family to NOT want to talk to you about it. You're now labelled an ignorant, selfish antivaxxer.
* If you post about it expect to be censored (see below safety warning from Facebook)
* These serious adverse events are much more common than we were advised or are officially reported.... tonight I spoke to yet another mate with debilitating chest pains. I'm sure there are many more, I've found these people through word of mouth, not extensive, thorough canvassing of the community. To date, I have spoken to 15 people in the local area. These people have almost identical experiences... The vast majority of these people (80%+) are remaining silent about their experience for fear of reprisal, censorship, backlash and they are just wanting to focus on getting better. Only 2~3 of this group have reported resolution of chest pains.
Based on this experience, I estimate the real odds of serious adverse events Myocarditis / pericarditis are between 1 in 500 and 1 in 1000.
* I have been to countless medical appointments, scans, x-rays, MRI's, tests and have had a range of drugs, tried a range of treatments, dietary / lifestyle changes with zero meaningful resolution of symptoms.
* I've filed adverse reaction reports with TGA and WAVSS and besides receiving a confirmation email and case number, have not received a follow up.
* I have emailed two local MP's with nothing but an automated response.
* I have been mandated to receive a booster shot to remain involved in the local fire brigade. In the middle of summer we have already lost a good proportion of experienced, active volunteer and career fire fighters... Because... Safety!?
* Some people are being forced to take subsequent doses of these drugs, having suffered serious adverse reactions to keep their relationships, visas, careers, housing... The list goes on.
* The blind singular insistence in these novel drug technologies as the panacea to our problems belies the existence of EVERY SINGLE OTHER candidate solution.
Many people are being injured and dying from these drugs.. I dispute the endless assertions that they are "safe and effective".
If you're like the majority of people in Australia now, and have had no dramas from your treatment, you should be concerned about your 3rd dose or maybe your 4th dose? 5th dose?
Please think long and hard about giving these drugs to your children. Thankfully there are mountains of clear evidence that healthy children don't have bad experiences with Covid.
Sorry if this makes you uncomfortable... I've had 5 months to think about writing it. I hope it makes some people think, maybe more injured people will start to speak up.”
6. From Brent
“On the 20th of September I went to get my second covid jab and within hours began to have severe chest pain and feel like someone was sitting on my chest.
The pain then started to be coupled with sharp palpitations where it felt like my heart was stopping. I was in so much shock and disbelief because I was already hesitant about getting it that I didn’t want to think I was having a reaction. I was admitted to hospital the next day and was diagnosed with pericarditis.
To say the last 4 months have been scary and nightmarish would be an understatement. Never would have I ever imagined what it feels like to have such uncertainty whether I’ll be able to do anything more than walk short distances again.
Every time I get my heart rate slightly above resting I pay for it the next week or two. If I clean the house, I’m going to feel like my heart has been injured. It aches, tweaks with sharp stabbing pains and palpitates. I’ve been to doctors, cardiologists, immunologists who are all at a loss for when they think I will recover.
They all seem confident that I will but it’s just a matter of when. I start to feel ok for a few days then I go for a short walk to test myself and I find myself on the couch in pain for proceeding days or weeks. As an electrician I’m literally unable to work at all. There is no option for me to have a role that doesn’t require even the smallest amount of exertion.
I don’t qualify for any centerlink benefits because it’s a vaccine injury(crazy, I know) and the minimal compensation they offer is extremely vague and I’m left waiting to see when or if it will be approved.
Any help no matter how small is truly appreciated.
Thanks for reading.”
(Unbekoming: I good share of the funds I have received from my paid subscribers has been given to Brent. Thank you all.)
7. Jayde’s story told by her sister Emma
“Jayde, 30 years old, a fit and healthy, vibrant mum of a beautiful little toddler, with no underlying health issues had the whole world at her feet, received her Pfizer Vaccine on 29th September 2021 to keep her job because it became mandatory.
She suffered from an adverse reaction and went to hospital 6 times with severe chest pain, severe dizziness, heart palpitations, chest tightening headaches, body numbness and tremors.
On one occasion she visited her GP who told her to go straight to the hospital as her resting heart rate was up around 140bpm. On this occasion the hospital left her sitting on the floor for the first 4 hours, wouldn’t read the letter from her GP and just kept saying she needed to wait and show it to a Dr. She sat there on the floor in ER as her heart was pounding out of her chest scared she was going to die. She was then finally seen and they again ignored her concerns, dismissed her symptoms, made her take Valium and discharged her with anxiety and told her to see a phycologist – only to return two days later with the same symptoms!
She was finally given a bedside Echogram and diagnosed with Pericarditis.
After being referred to a cardiologist she underwent a lot of medical treatment including a CT brain scan, Heart MRI, Coronary Angiogram and Echograms.
At the first Angiogram appointment, they stated it couldn’t be performed as her heart rate was too high and unstable, even after being on the meds to slow it down. At the second one they increased the dose and they got half way through the Angiogram and had to stop it immediately as it became too dangerous because her heart rate jumped to 180 bpm.
She was diagnosed with Pericarditis, Enlarged Heart, irregular heart beat and inflammation in her hearts left ventricle, as well as left ventricle regurgitation. The heart holter monitor results have shown her heart is skipping beats while she is sleeping. She has been put on a high dose of heart failure medication, colchicine and beta blockers to slow her incredibly high heart rate.
She was told so many times it was all in her head and there was nothing wrong with her heart.
She has lost the ability to look after her little toddler alone, she can’t drive alone as the dizziness just gets too much and she can’t stand or walk for very long and suffers from severe fatigue. The dizziness she experiences on a daily basis has stripped her life away from her, she feels like she is on a boat all the time – there is not much quality of life when you are like that. She puts on a happy and brave face but underneath I can see her heartbreak.
On the 13th of December she was referred on to a professor in cardiology in one of the leading city hospitals. She underwent nerve conduction studies and an autonomic study. She has now also been diagnosed with Gillian-Barre Syndrome and Dysautonomia caused from the adverse reaction to the Pfizer Vaccine.
Jayde has nerve damage in both legs and her left arm. Her left arm has the most nerve damage which is the arm in which she received her vaccine
Unfortunately, Jayde has been suffering for months now with no help from the government. She hasn’t been able to return to work. As a young family they are finding it really tough with the medical expenses, time off work, emergency trips to the hospital and just the ongoing burden of the unknown future they face.
I’m sharing Jayde’s story to bring awareness that these Vaccines aren’t ‘safe and effective’. Who knows this may save someone else’s life. Where there is a risk there should be a choice!”
8. Update from Sally. I have posted about her reaction previously.
She has declined since. This video was taken on the 7th January and she was rushed to hospital again last Friday the 14th, having suffered what appears to be a stroke.
I will post her first update in the comments below.
The update is from her family.
“Just to let you know Sally rushed back in hospital.....stroke symptoms. Hope and pray they treat the symptoms and don’t dismiss her. She’s desperate for the right treatment.
Hi Gerard, Thankyou for asking...well...you won’t believe this..
She rang at 3 pm pleading to come home. She was beside herself and could hardly understand her.
So she got to hospital and neuro dr saw her while ambos still there.
Get this....he said she had stress, put her in a wheelchair and wheeled her out into the waiting room of ER with waiting Covid patients on the wrong side of the locked doors at reception!!! She pleaded for them not to but to no avail. Even the ambos argued with him but he overruled them.
She got herself out of the waiting room and waited on the wall outside in 35deg.....for family to arrive after 1.5 hrs later. She still had all the stroke symptoms etc.
It’s so evident when your on your own they treat you like shit and refuse to listen to anything you have to say...even disregarded the ambos...who were great.
We were so desperately concerned for her we rang someone we know in Geelong and they went to stay with her immediately till we got there. Thank God.....
When we arrived, she wasn’t in a good place.
Went into the hospital and spoke with the triage nurse. He was a pig!
Explained everything and wanted to speak with the neuro dr who saw her. He looked at computer and said there was no way as she had discharged herself....except she didn’t sign anything??
He also said we had no right to any of her medical history or what had taken place that day. What the heck!!!
Was told if she wanted care she would have to line up with everyone else again to get in.
It was so clear she was very unwell.
Hospital is not a safe place when you’re sick and vulnerable!
We’re on our own....and probably thousands of others too.
This is not Australia and we’re ashamed to be Australians at the moment.
Family is so concerned that we still don’t know what’s wrong with her.....even after 39 medical appointments since August. There’s something drastically wrong in this country and feel we’re losing her.....
She’s home, didn’t sleep too bad but major symptoms have not subsided. Thanks for listening”
9. From Rebecca
“12 weeks! 12 weeks of investigations and today I am having more. 12 weeks since I got my second jab and in these 12 weeks I have had more tests/investigations/dr visits then I have had in my entire life! Never have I been so unwell. Never have I been this shitty. I am a completely different person to the healthy, very active person I once was.
This vaccine should NOT be mandated! What is safe and fine for some people does not go well for others. For all those millions that have been jabbed and are all good - I am so so pleased for you. I truely am.
But this has completely ruined who I am.
Gone is the person who enjoyed exercising - I can not exert myself at all as I feel like I am going to collapse. I have tried to return to the gym a couple of times but my body just won’t let me do anything.
Gone is the woman who LIVED for her horses - who would ride everyday after work or even before work. Lucky if I ride one horse once a week at the moment when I am having a good day.
Gone is the wife/mother who LOVED being with her family - my life is just about getting thru a work day. I get home and collapse on the couch. Normally in tears from the pain in my head.
Am I bitter? YES!
Am I angry? YES!
Angry at Govt mandating it so we can keep jobs.
Angry at the Govt mandating it so we can keep our “freedoms”.
Angry because when I told my GP I would not be getting the booster as I can’t go thru this again, she just smiled sympathetically at me and said it’s ok we can try one of the other ones next time.
And more so angry at myself for allowing myself to be pushed into having it! It’s weird but even when I was sitting there waiting to have it I just had this gut feeling that I would regret it.
This is why we should have PRO CHOICE! No one should be forced to have something injected into them just so they can keep jobs/freedoms. And the next time someone says to me “it’s for your health” I will literally stab them with the jab.
I am completely exhausted both physically and mentally from the pain in my head. All I want for Xmas is to get my health back. That’s all I want and pray for.
I know I have lost a few FB friends over the last couple months due to my pro choice stance BUT people MUST keep an open mind and acknowledge this vaccine is not for everyone. We aren’t “anti vax” we are about having the choice to do what is best for ourselves and our bodies. There are a lot of us doing battle behind closed doors because we did try to do the “right” thing and are now suffering from the consequences”
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